saya RINDU dia

yes... am seri0usly miss her....

dia y menjadi kekuatan saya selama ini

dia y sentiasa meny0k0ng saya

dia y sentiasa bersama-sama saya dalam susah senang..

juz remembered her quote "asal k0 x duduk sebelah ak td?k0 adalah kekuatan ak"

yup, we really needs each 0thers...

melihat dirinya y kuat, ak y hampir putus asa pun mampu kembali bangkit berdiri...

tapi, rupa2nya kami berdua hanyalah insan biasa, dia kuat sebb dia teng0k ak kuat, n begitulah sebaliknya...

we really need 0thers....

but, that few years back,

n0w me and her just like a stranger,

0ne day, i'm just felt she's g0ing far and far away fr0m me, just w0nder why, and i'm als0 saw she cried at s0me0ne else, my curi0us bec0me high, just thinking what i've d0ne... the thing bec0me w0rse until i'm felt she's n0t l0nger the pers0n i've kn0wn. she t0tally bec0me a different pers0n and lastly i'm l0st her...

l0st her as my best friend i ever had with0ut she kn0w that i'm really l0ve her and 0ur friendship,

i'm always wish that 0ne fine day, everything will be back t0 n0rmal, and i can get her back as my bestie, sharing ab0ut everything, l0ughing and crying t0gether with0ut 0thers n0ticed what actually happened,
BUT...

ak tau benda tu adalah imp0sible t0 happen, just i h0pe sebelum mata tertutup, i can just say directly t0 her that I'M REALLY L0VE HER, I REALLY MISS HER AND 0UR MEM0RIES...

JUST T0 SAY: I'M REALLY MISS HER N0W!!!

ps:s0metimes i h0pe that it just a bad dream, but....

..::new h0bby::..

hye.. hye...

i've g0t new h0bby recently, [wink2]... due t0 diri y masih menganggur dan kerajinanku t0k bl0gwalking, i'm already fall in l0ve with quilling technique... Actually, i'm the crafty crazy, y senang fall in l0ve dengan apa saja y berkaitan craft.. ahakz...

kat bawah ni k0rang leh usha beberapa hasil craft ak... [ish, malu plak]

k... adi0s, enj0y the pictures....

*b0okmark t0k kawan adik*

*bufday card t0k k.lang*

f0r m0re entries ab0ut this, please visit my 0fficial quilling page at: C R A F T A N G G O R

.:: keNanGan-lALu-yAnG-MengUsiK-KalBU::.

time:10.00 am plus plus
l0cati0n: 5L 20 (cac main hall, iium)
event: c0nv0cati0n cerem0ny

ngah melayan aktiviti k0nvo berlangsung, tetiba member blakang seat tegur....

member blkang seat: eh, mana kawan baik k0? asal x duduk skali?
me: ha? [hati da mula sedey], owh, nie kan arrangement seat, kal0 x mesti kami duk skali [ayat c0ver gila, padahal hati ni sdey sngat]...

semangat konv0 ku terus merudum...
bila ak jumpa kawan2 lama [hint:iium members] mesti akan terkeluar s0klan ni: eh mane kawan baik k0? kawan baik k0 mane? k0rang asal?

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... sedeynye ati ak bila dengar s0klan2 cam gini..


PEMBERITAHUAN!!!!

ak dan si dia x macam dulu 0k, n kal0 leh x yah la tanya s0klan2 ni lagi, c0z s0klan ni akan mengingatkan ak ngan mem0ries between us dan seterusnya membuatkan penyesalan ak berganda-ganda..

p/s: ikutkan hati, ak rindu sngat ngan dia, c0z dia je y paham ak, n dapat bersabar ngan kerenah ak y bermacam2 nie...

I REALLY MISS Y0U...

.:: durian & me ::.

frankly, I hate durian sessi0n, WHY?? c0z tiap ak x suke makan durian, N tiap kali tibe musim durian, mesti kene buli... T_T, my siblings akan datang reramai kt ak pas d0rang makan pas2 belahak... Ayakz, termuntah den...

s0, what ur act?

hi3... mase d0rang ngah 'melantak' durian ni, ak akan kuncikan diri kat dalam bilik... kadang2 sampai tertid02 kat bilik 2...

but, frankly speaking I HATE this sessi0n... dulu, tyme kecik2, ak makan gak durian ni, but x like 0thers la, juz 1 ulas je dr sume durian2 y ade, makin besar ak makin x suke makan... heeeeeee...

juz being myself wh0 dislike eat durian...

saya budak baru belajar...

this is my 1st entry, like the title... "saya budak baru belajar" s0, my bl0g tade advance cam bl0g2 y len... huahaha...

why i'm start bl0gging?
I said:duk umah, b0ring maa... tade keje xwat (statement tipu, padahal kat umah nie bnyak je benda leh wat..:p)

nape "h0d0h" je bl0g nie?
I said: nama pun "budak baru blaja, 0f c0urse la x perfect kan, juz wait n see kay?

nape nama bl0g bicara maya?
I said: Actually nak letak "PERMATA KEGEMBIRAAN=FAIRUZ FARHANA" tapi cam panjang sangat, s0 jadi la BICARA MAYA, ni kan sembang2 alam maya... ha3..

m0re questi0n....
I said: udah la 2, x larat nak jawab, nanti2 la... ha3